Strangeness

What a completely strange day. I'm not doing tech work currently, although that may start up soon. So I noticed I had nothing on my agenda for today and chose to submit my "book resume" to two publishers. I actually picked them out and drove up to them.

It's hard for me to believe that my book is complete. I say that, then shrug it off, saying that there is still editing to do. But really, it is just odd to me when I complete a goal I set for myself and I get to the completion part. I don't ever doubt that I'll get to this part, but it still feels so strange. I struggle to relax and enjoy the completion part, my thoughts quickly move onto "what's next?" I'm afraid of my book being out there for everyone to read. But I am as ready as I'll ever be.